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Be Your Own Mirror

by Jeff Beam

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1.
you did it you won it you don't deserve it but you don't care as long as you got it you got it you got it you got it you got it you
2.
if you only knew all of the things they planned to do to you tubes tied to the wall pretend we don't hear the screams down the hall at all still i should've known nobody's home i'm on my own cold look in his eyes fills me with fear and soon makes you cry still i should've known nobody's home we're on our own one more time get it right don't you know that it's my life it's mine yours is fine but you're not listening to the words i say no to my worried eyes no now it's all the time all the time all the time
3.
Part One 03:00
every time i try to go everyone, they tell me "no" people tell me to say "don't you go far away, please stay with me" every time i make you cry good intentions gone awry hurry up, settle down no need to show what you know what you know don't you know i can tell you're not like me nothing we could not foresee looking for other ways jaded by lazy days tidal waves, aeroplanes apathy fills our veins don't you know people see exactly what they believe me to be
4.
Part Two 03:51
(instrumental)
5.
Now 03:47
i'm going underground tall buildings make me frown give me a quiet town i don't want people always chasing me 'round city bringing me down i know i'm getting out maybe we'll talk about i'm not believing how there's no relief, there's no escaping the now city bringing me down never trust the shadows, they don't act like they should you know their feelings seem deceiving 'cause they're up to no good i must've smiled a thousand times but no one here understood it's no good it's going to stifle your life, it's no good i always wondered how 8 million people sound i thought it'd be profound turns out it's just a bunch of banging around city bringing me down never trust the shadows, they don't act like they should you know their feelings seem deceiving 'cause they're up to no good i'm gonna sleep until my time is up (i wish that i could) it's no good it's going to stifle your life, it's no good i'm going underground tall buildings make me frown give me a quiet town so i can say that i am, without a doubt, city free; i'm without never trust the shadows, they don't act like they should you know their feelings seem deceiving 'cause they're up to no good i must've smiled a thousand times but no one here understood it's no good it's going to stifle your life, it's no good
6.
when i was younger, i couldn't tell better than anyone else i never thought i would think about but then i tripped and i fell i never thought we would figure out why the hell we are here but then i realized that we could all disappear are we just dreaming? is this a story? to many others have come before me and never bothered to ponder farther they never wondered if it's real we could be an experiment i heard we came from above i heard we might be an accident capable of love i never thought i would think about something so austere but then i realized that we could all disappear are we just dreaming? is this a story? to many others have come before me and never bothered to ponder farther they never wondered if it's real
7.
inside is the only way to get it off your mind when it has caused you pain inside everyone there's something that defines us; inside, there's a brand new way withdrawn, like a big decision but they didn't listen and i know she's missing everyone, i'll end up like a cold collision it's a lonely mission but they didn't listen outside, where the blind can follow anyone who's deaf and everyone agrees outside, it's not hard to find out it's a mean old world when everyone has greed withdrawn, like a big decision but they didn't listen and i know she's missing everyone, i'll end up like a cold collision it's a lonely mission but they didn't listen but they didn't listen but they didn't listen but they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listenbut they didn't listen
8.
these old walls can't hold us all overflow like urban sprawl we all went our separate ways hypnotized by days of blazes even though we know that they're above leave them all alone if they're in love -
9.
(instrumental)

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Recorded January 2011 to January 2012
- Greene, Maine
- Portland, Maine
- Augusta, Maine
- Vinalhaven, Maine
- Somerville, Massachusetts
- Brooklyn, New York
- Syracuse, New York
- Sheboygan, Wisconsin
- Burlington, Vermont


Thank you to all the folks who made this album possible:

The Milkman’s Union, Chris Cambra, Naythen Wilson, Sam Peisner, Jake Wolk, Dan Capaldi, Marcel Hamel, Mike O’Neal, Julie, mom&dad, portlandmaine, craigslist, Tanner Smith, Molly Greening, existence, Jaeger Wells (executive director) and everyone on Kickstarter, and everyone else.


For Maxwell.

credits

released April 6, 2012

Composed, recorded, & produced by Jeff Beam
Mixed by Jeff Beam & Barry F.
Additional engineering by Naythen Wilson & Dan Capaldi
Mastered by Barry F.

All sounds by Jeff Beam except:
- Tanner Smith: sound collages (tracks 4, 7, 10) / radio (tracks 4, 10) / sitar (tracks 4, 9) / cittern (track 4)
- Henry Jamison: viola (tracks 1, 2, 4, 5, 8) / claps (track 7)
- Molly Greening: cello (track 4)
- Naythen Wilson: trumpet (track 10)
- Grant Brown: French horn (track 10)
- Peter McLaughlin: megaphone fuzz (track 10) / bowed cymbal (track 10)
- Scott Nebel: amplified noise (track 10) / backwards guitar (track 10)
- Dan Capaldi: drums (track 6) / claps (tracks 6, 8)

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Jeff Beam Portland, Maine

♦ symphonic indie psych rock from Maine
♦ all tunes written, recorded, & performed by jeffbeam
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